After yet another emotional day yesterday, I found myself spiraling out of control with emotions. Fear, anger, insecurity. The voices in my head are all competing for airtime. My head is spinning.
At this time in my life, if I was a praying girl, I would pray. But, since I think I have forgotten how to pray, I will simply crawl back into a dark hole and hibernate. Hopefully, when I wake up it will be spring again.
The scripture involved in this love dare makes me a little nauseous, but the sentiment is nice enough. So I will continue to stomach through it.
Now, more than ever I need to be reminded of the goodness in my life. I need to calm the voices in my head. Hopefully this love dare will bring me back to center. This vertigo shit is making me crazy.
So, if you need me, just look for the girl in the corner who is holding the wall for balance, and pretending to be okay.
Bring on day 4....
Day 4
Love is thoughtful
How precious also are Your thoughts to me. . . . How vast is the sum of them! If I should count them, they would outnumber the sand.
—Psalm 139:17–18
Today’s Dare
Contact your spouse sometime during
the business of the day. Have no agenda other than asking how he or she is doing and if there is anything
you could do for them.
Whoa,
-A
They say a picture is worth a thousand words. This picture, says it all.
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